Yes…. this has been it all in a nutshell!
No sooner do I move that the Trigeminal Neuralgia I have gets worse and worse … to the point that my daughter took me to A and E where my neurosurgeon was on call and hey presto… that day and operation and stay over night at the hospital.
Back and then shipped off to my god-mother for a week of R and R… where I had cups of tea in bed with mountains of tablets that were still not working! But less pain than I had had in a very long time. Mr Oliver came with me… but he was a tinker… but I was lucky my Godmother was just taking over everything. I know normally I say she is rather controlling… but believe me I really needed it and still feel like I do!
Back home to boxes and still more boxes that need unpacking but a new dishwasher Yay! like I really want to be in the kitchen at the moment.
There is so much to do and christmas is soon approaching and I have done nothing. Oh yes and so is he pain… creeping its ugly head again…. when will it ever stop! Please spread the link
I have felt rather alone at times…. during my unexpected visit to A and E and the quick operation that day that I wasn’t expecting…. my daughter texted my father….. what did he do… text back and said I was in the best place. That’s it…. nothing more… didn’t want to come and see me…. try and offer and olive branch.
Today I found myself crying… wondering why my father doesn’t love me. You see it was his birthday not long ago and Christmas coming and I miss him so very much.. the laughs we used to have… the hustle and bustle… but there we go.. all the tears can fall but nothing will change.
I have a family that is odd and a facial condition that is even odder and extremely painful!
But hey I still have a beautiful daughter, and OH and of couse you lot to moan to… thanks for putting up with me and hope you missed me!.. what not even a little bit? x
Also I have A to thank so very much,…. as if it were not for her one night staying up and talking to me, making me see things differently (while I was having an attack) without her I wouldn’t be here now…love you lots A xxxxx